let go.

i should have known that certain things could be reached only if you are nonchalant about it.
cos meddling my own affairs isn't gonna help in any way.
if only i knew this long ago, the happenings could be avoided and less people would be hurt.

i can't imagine braving through the streets of bangkok now, feeling all lonely, chicken out and undeserved.

i'm pretty blessed.

Currently Perfect Symmetry By Keane Perfect Symmetry see related

it's been a rollercoaster ride and i want to rocket pass time.

ironically, i do miss my past.

船到桥头自然直

don't care if i'm being too cheena here. the crux is, i'm truly blessed with good friends like grace and charles!

i hope it's more than just 3 of us!

forgiveness

i'm sorry for all the shit that i've caused. everything was so uncalled for from the start. i'm such a bitch and hence, once bitten, twice shy decided not to carry on being one. perhaps being 'twice bitten, thrice shy' is more for me. i'm sure i've become a nightmare overnight. my sincere apology.....